Apparently I am not sticking to the "everyday" posting...but it still has it's purpose. I actually was able to be reminded of my need/love/passion for music again today...I feel a blog waiting to get out, but I can't focus my thoughts enough to actually start one. I do know that I am so driven still for my career to happen, and I feel I am really close. I am learning a couple valuable lessons about friendship this week, and they suck. :( I am also being reminded of how nice it feels to like someone, and have them like you back. Even though I keep getting entwined into situations that who knows how they will work out...but damn it feels so good I can't stop. I have to just let it happen, however it decides to go. I know my heart will eventually let the wall down and stop being superficial and allow someone to have it again. I can tell my heart wants to be in love again. It's terrified of being shattered again, so it defaults to the physicality and the innocence of new "love". Even when I type "love", my heart feels weird. It's definitely not ready, and it's definitely scared as all hell. But at the same time, it's ready for someone to prove it's worth the fall. I want to love someone and I want someone to love me again...
Soooo even though my life, my focus, my passion, my drive...all is directed towards my career....I really want to feel some love...cuz damn it feels so good when it's the same level of want, of need, of passion, of love. Since it feels so good to smile for those reasons...this is the song of choice for the day.
"Smile"
You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler than the flip-side of my pillow (that's right)
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Let's me know that it's okay (yea, it's okay)
And the moments when my good times start to fade
You make me smile like a sun, Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird, Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
Even when you gone
Somehow you come along just like a flower pokin through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain
And just like that
You make me smile like a sun, Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird, Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
Don't know how I lived without you
'Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
You make me smile like a sun, Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird, Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smile
No comments:
Post a Comment